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I don’t know how everyone feels when they suffer from insomnia. Anyway, when I have insomnia, I feel that time flies slowly. It was only 5 minutes, but I felt like a few hours had passed.

Whenever I lay in bed and couldn't sleep, as time passed, my anxiety became stronger and my body became tighter and tighter. At first, I can’t sleep. I’m sure to be irritable. When I want to calm my heart, I can’t stop my mind like I’m playing a movie. Later, I may sweat and my heartbeat speeds up. I will feel that time flies slowly, anxious moments torment me, and sometimes I even want to stun myself.

The frames are darker at first, because it is just entering insomnia, and it is easy to produce restlessness and anxiety. Gradually lose myself in the brainstorming and find myself. I keep thinking about things in my mind, so there are some images of trains and cars moving, which represent my consciousness and my emotions. Time flies in my head. But in fact, it may be only a short while later.
Often when I'm sleepy, I mean I'm exhausted running around in my thoughts and falling asleep for a while.

So, what my video shows are what comes to my mind, whenever I lie in bed and feel that after a period of time, but still can't sleep. This is like a stream of consciousness expression. It continuously narrates visual, auditory, and psychological information based on feelings. I use natural scenes and some fragments of daily life to express my mental journey, a process of transition and mood changes.